Odd.Eccentricity
I'm Camille. I'm sweet like rock candy and just as hard. I leave that impression. I'm in love with all things art. I create and I recognize. I am art. 19 and in love with life. CCAD college in Columbus, Ohio. Yup I attend.
The thing that scares me the most is that I trust in us ‘too’ much.
I’m just scared. I’ve given him my heart and now i feel like at any moment he could hurt me. But a bigger part me don’t think he would ever dream of doing that.
At this point i don’t think i can turn back from loving him. I’m afraid.
Tonight I told him
” I wish you could come over.”
He said ” i can… can i come over?”
I simply said ” not tonight…but soon. Don’t ruin what you just started for something bad like me”
he said ” you aint bad.”
” i can be…and right now i am being”
I am currently involved…and he is currently involved and what makes things so bad is the simple fact that in my mind i’m saying ” fuck your girl” just like he said ” fuck yo man” HAAAA…
I’m bad for even thinking that. But i’d put my man before any nigga out here. That’s just the way it goes.
night muah
